Hi. I quit that job. It sucked ass. Not too much to be said about it. I'm so miserable, and happy at the same time. I love Daniel, but I hate his family. Especially his sisters and his mother. I will never let him know this, but I do. They want to move to Alabama. No fucking way am I going to Alabama. It's rediculous to even ask me to go. If he ( Read more... )

I have a job! Yay, does happy dance. I am an independant contractor for Nordic Air. I'll tell you about it all later. Just letting you know I am alive, and I will update as soon as I get more than 5 minutes to myself.

Madd luv,
Sarah

I'm tired. I am so emotionally drained. Whatever. I don't really have anything to say, just wanted to let y'all know, I'm still here. Almost. Whatever.

Today Daniels sister got married. And my aunt died.

More info on my aunt. She has tumors in her lungs, stomach, under her arms, and in her brain. She's terminal. There's nothing they can do. So, she has a case worker who's going to find her a hospice to stay in. Yesterday I drove my mom to the airport. She's in San Jose right now with her family. Well, that's all I know for now.

Fuck. Bad news. My aunt Judy has cancer. She's dying. About a year ago, maybe, she was diagnosed with emphasema. (sp?) My mom is devastated. She just lost he father in November, and now here sister. SHe almost lost her mom to the flu. Jesus, when it rains it pours. I feel bad for her, but I don't know how to comfort her becasue both Grandpa and ( Read more... )

I am so lonely right now. I'm not tired, but I'm bored, and sometimes that's worse than being tired. I just really want someone to talk to, but no one I know is on. ::tear:: I don't really have anything to talk about so I'm going to do something a friend of mine did in her journal. (If I knew how to insert the little name tag thing I would, but I ( Read more... )

Shows:
Lower Class Brats- 8/11- Lo-Fi Cafe. 7pm- $8
Reel Big Fish, Rx Bandits, Catch 22, Luckt Boys Confusion- 7/24- In the Venue.
I don't know how much, or what time yet. When I find out I'll post it.

i am in a good mood tonight. i feel a little like i dunno tonight. its hard to explain how i feel. i'm excited and at the same time exhausted. i sunno what it is. i had something i wanted to say when i logged in, but now i can't remember... so, good night all ( Read more... )

god i'm a bitch. i just reactiveted my old journal and red through it. wholly shit.