Sarah is excited, and should be in bed. I am happy. I never really realized it, but I actually am. I have self esteem, and I actually feel worthy of being loved. I'm amazed. And, I had a really nice chat with a very old, and dear friend, who I should really talk to more. They made me realize how much better I am now, than I was when I first met ( Read more... )

Hi! We just got rid of AOL!! Yay! ::does the happy dance:: We have some stupid slow piece of crap internet service that I can't even remember the name of bu toh well at least I can get on it. Anyway, my new e-mail is.... uh.. TearsFallDown@hotmail.com noxhopexforxthexwretched was taken, bastards. Anyway.. if anyone is reading this, anyone at all ( Read more... )

Argh. It feels like it's really late but it's only 11:56 pm. That's like, way early. I'm not sure what I really want to write about, but I feel the urge to write, so if you don't feel like reading this, I really don't give a shit ( Read more... )

I lost my job yesterday. Apparently PGM felt the need to close the Ogden office for some stupid ass reason. Unfortunatly they didn't tell us they were closing it, they just put it on the voice mail. SO needless to say I'm WAY pissed. I mean yea, I hated my job, but at least I had one. Now I have to find a way to make my car payment, insurance, and ( Read more... )

I'm finally deciding to update. Woot. Go me. My life is so busy. i never have any time to do anything. I'm struggling with ttrying to keep my relationship with Daniel going strong, but still be around for my family, because although I may think I'm a hard ass I am not one, not by any stretch of the imagination. I'm tearing my self into 2 because I ( Read more... )

Yay! Sarah is posting again. I'm typing really slow because I have really pretty, but annoying artificial nails. Mmmm red glitter tips. Pretty. Anyway, my Christmas was awesome, for the most part. Daniel's family came over on Christmas Eve, and we had dinner, opened gifts and had some drinks. Vodka and grape juice go together very nicely. Daniel ( Read more... )

I haven't really had a lot to say lately, and I really don't have a lot to say now. My greatest accomplishment for the week thus far is going to work everyday.. however.. I did not get to stay all day. I got sent home bacause my points were not high enough.. oh well. Boo hoo. My paycheck is going to suck anyway. I have 6 absences on it. About 2 ( Read more... )

I have.. (dun dun dun) the flu. I feel like ass. Totally. I'm not going to work today. I'm gonna call in and have some soup, okay, lots of soup because besides Jello (eeewww) it's the only thing I can eat. Yea. I don't know what to say. I've decided Daniel, although being the most confusing person in the world, is the most caring, loving and ( Read more... )

Happy Halloween. At least I don't have to work today, but I'm going to freeze my ass off tonight. I have a very slinky, sexy dress for my costume, and there's fucking snow everywhere. I hate snow, with a passion. I'm going to die of hypothermia just walking to the damn car. Rawr!! Oh well, at least I'll look good, right? Okay, well I'm out. Bye bye ( Read more... )

I have been in a horrible mood for the last week. It all started when Kristy quit. Stupid asshole Russ.. ::grumbles:: Anyway, so Kristy, who was like the only person I talked to at work quit when Russ treated her like a 2 year old. So it's been almost a week without her, and work is so quiet now. I want to quit. But I need to find a better job. ( Read more... )