FINALLLLLLLY!!! I forgot that I had a livejournal lol....I've been using myspace because it is the shit and everyone knows that...but no one knows I have a livejournal so I can totally vent....here we go ( Read more... )

patrick is freaking crazy

STOP!

god!

Complaining wont make things better...and it wont change the past, so why do people do it??? Every now and then I get like this...not as much as I did at first but I still do...I'll think, think of how in love I am...How in love I was, think of the last thing he said to me, and our last kiss...How I cried in his arms and he wiped my tears, he ( Read more... )

Blah...life has been to freaking crazy. I work to much and its gay...Gay...I should go gay...cuz guys can kiss my ass...oh yea and I take back anything I ever said about Casper cuz he is one nasty ass mother fucker...and a liar...go figure...damn he needs to back to the psych ward ( Read more... )

Yay...Casper is sooo hot...and on his way to my house! Great fun!

I as of now, am officially pushing every girl friend I have away. They are judgemental, dramatic, emotional, two faced, liars, hypocryts, and BITCHES. Guys are cool, honest (if they arent your boy friend...or a jack ass)considerate (to their friends that r girls at least) fun...they dont judge you at first appearence...arent like omg omg i cant ( Read more... )

*Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff ( Read more... )

x- spell your name backwards: annha ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking life. i hate everything....i hate not being able to cut...i need to so bad, i hate my dad and cheryl they are such asses to me i want to kill myself and end this hell of a life...its not worthe living anymore...i need to cut to stop this pain thats the only thing that makes it go away...gahh i nee a razor that feeling of pain ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just loosing interest in kickboxing...who knows...I say that the reason I never want to go is because of my depression but I'm not depressed. Maybe I'm just lazy and dont feel like it, or heres an idea maybe I dont like geting the hell beaten out of me three times a week...I'm in the advanced class but I feel like the worst person in ( Read more... )