I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can handle this ( Read more... )

( Will you be there? )

Fuck diets.

....

I hate diets.
I hate food.
I hate eating.
I hate being fat.
I hate people telling me i'm fat.
I hate the way I am.
I hate the way I look.

Jesus teaches me not to hate others but what about myself?

What's wrong with this picture?

No more diets for me.

Hungry, tired, and seeing things.

Are diets supposed to do this to you?

I want some pizza and a big soda, get a blanket, curl up on the couch and watch a movie.

I need to relax...
I need to fix my glasses.
I need to sleep.

I'm paranoid.
I feel weird getting online to chat.
Maybe later.

When I don't feel like an asshole...

Confusion will be the death of me.

( Ranting )

I was told this can be theraputic so here I am...