soo i 'm most definetly celebrating my 4th of july with KYLLEEEEE WOOOOO.yes. its true. and i'm PUMPED. i'll probably eat some mushies too. yeah thatd be fun. i mgiht even see meghan too!!!! omg i love that girl and kyle TOO DEAAATHHH. well i'm offf. everybody have an awesome 4th!!!

how the fuck am i suppose to keep my fucking chin up? my fucking house burns down, i get kicked out of my new apartment & i fucking have to live with my fucking mother. not to mention she still treats me liek i'm fuckign 14 and WONT get off my back at ANYTIME. WONT help me out and WONT get out of my face.WHAT THE FUCK. i'm gettign mad depressed and ( Read more... )

today sucks. you suck. everybody just fuck off and leave me the fuck alone. i hate you all. i fuckign hate today. i fucking hate everything, INCLUDING YOU,fucker.

my bestfriend is gone. Bandit. mom gave him away about a week ago. i never even got to say good bye. i never cried over him leaving..untill today. God, i miss that dog...

///THE BiRDS FLEW AROUND LiKE THE WHOLE WORLD WAS ENDiNG.///

[Soo i am doing SO MUCH better today. i had a LONG talk with LAURIE and she totally put things into perspective for me, and herself too.shes an amazing person.last ngiht i talked with NICOLE and she really helped me out too.the poeple i want to thank for helping me out when i was totally ( Read more... )

i got booted out of my apartment today.i'm a wreck. i loved it there,. i had acouple people there last ngiht and my landlord DRUNK AS FUCK beats on the door and gets in the face. i should kill his ass. i'm so upset. i dont know what to do. i'm just so...so wrecked. i just want to get so drunk that i just sleep it off. you know that feeling when ( Read more... )

YEEEEEEAHHH thanks EVERYBODY for making plans with me then shitting out on them and not telling me..
THANKS ASSHOLES.

ps.i'm moving out
tomorrow into town.
THANK GOD.

last night mikey and chelley spent the night..it was MAD FUNNY. chelley got all silly drunk and shit.fun fun fun. and then this morning i had a doctors app. So me and my mom left for that and i talked with my theripist and my mom for a long time. when i got home me and my mom went and looked for apartments for rent. ITS FUCKING SWEET. were looking ( Read more... )

i thought today was going to end so well..but they never seem too.something always goes wrong.i dont like it. today was awesome..untill i got home. i'm stoned, that makes me feel little better. but i'm tired of crying && i'm tired of being sad. i guess i'm just plain tired of everything at this point......my life was going so good when i moved out ( Read more... )

so last night i hung out with some people and my brother totally pissed me off. he had the fucking nerve to say "this isn't your room, this isn't your house anymore, you just have to stay here.." we got into a fight right infront of everybody. it was bad. i am so ashamed of what happened,totally embarrassed and totally feeling shitty today. then ( Read more... )