so lately things have been up and down... ever since the fire i mean. i'm moved back in with my mom..and i hate it. me and my dad have been fighting hardcore lately..i dont like it. i'm dateing a beautiful boy named cory..i love him. after the fire, i realized who my true friends were, & i realize more about my life everyday. i quit hard drugs. ( Read more... )

i am moving to w.henni tomorrow.

Soo today i went to a doctors appointment and then came home. smoked some gang and noow i'm just chilling., not sure what i'm going to do today..

so yeeah i have an interview at mcdonalds today. wish me luck!! i need it. haha. then i'm heading to tims and i dont know after that.i still have no job. i still have no boyfreind. i still have no car. yeah, i suck..

soo went to timothy's today
met up with him,tammy & Andrew.
we just smoked for alittle bit then i went and hung out with KARA & NICOLE.
[lovelovelove].
we just fucked around henni,smoked and goofed off.
it was maddd fun.:).
and now i'm stuck in this fucking house untill tomorrow.
FUUUCKKKKKKKKKK

"you put a tiny pin prick
in my big red balloon
and as i ( Read more... )

[[and the difference between you and me baby
is i get fucked up
when i'm alone..]]

heres some ani d lyrics about how i feel at this point.::

"and i don't think war is noble
and i don't like to think that love is like war
but i got a big hot cherry bomb, and i want to slip it
through the mail slot
of your front door,
you can't leave me here.."

"so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel
trying to ( Read more... )

hey kids. i got a cell phone. call it up when you cant find me at hooommmeee:) 718 502 0932

heeeey kids. i've been doing really good lately. no big downs or anything:). i'm just worried about my henni kids, thats all. i love you guys and you deserve THE WORLD. i must have gone out to henni 23432545 times this week. maaadddd fuuunnn. last night me,steve,steve and brandi were at the park and guess who showed up!? kyle, some other kids and ( Read more... )

dude. woke up today. JUDY WAS HERE!haha. so me judy and my mom chatted for a bit. then i chilled in my room, called people, smoked a bowl and just huuuunnngg ouutt. i slept 12 hours and then smoked a bowl and chilled. i love DOWN TIME. its so relaxing to just have alittle time to yourself and just think and smoked. i love it. i'm in such a good ( Read more... )