...TO THE MAX.haha. but yeah ive been chilling down at tim's alot with olga, brandi, larry, CHRIS,rj & ryan. madd fun times. and for today. i'm planning on going down there and smoking with everybody. i'm going to have a bag TO MY SELF. i'm so pumped!! i haven't had a bag for just me in a looonnggg timmme. i'm mad excited!! well for now i'm ( Read more... )

me and brian broke up. yeeeah. it sucks- it was an ugly brake up.real ugly. i just want to feel loved again...i want to feel like this again ( Read more... )

lets summarize the weeek...ummm... hung out with meg alittle while ago. shit went down. i dont like that bib kid and jake N. fuck em. i got my shirt back:). i stil love meg though. for sure. i'm dating my freind brian & i'm very content with the relationship. yyayyy kayts happy. hehe. well umm i dont think i'm going to tlak to emily or the other ( Read more... )

I FEEL SO non-exsistant..SO HURT. I JUST CALLED MY OLD FREIND. WHO STOPPED TALKING TO ME BECAUSE SHES all fucked up...& this GIRL WAS WITH EMILY. WHO STOPPED TAlKING TO ME FOR GOD I HAVE NO IDEA....... EMILY. DO ANY OF YOU KNOw THE EMILY I TAlK ABOUT ALL THE TIME???- YEAH THAT EMILY.
SHE GOT ON THE PHONe AND I HEARD THE GIRLS GIGGLEING AND JUST ( Read more... )

the many diffrent ways you can flip on e ( Read more... )

the sun is out and BEAUTIFUL out today!!! i'm in such a good mood!!!!!!! nates coming to pick me up right meow and i.am.pumped! yuhhh!! today is oging to be SUUUCHH a GOOOD day,. i can just feel it:)

i love nicole. forever and ever. we made a promise.<3.she will remain in my heart no matter what<333

..pills!pills!!pills!!!:-D

NICOLE'S COMING OVER.
KAYLEA'S COMING OVER WITH A LITTLE MAMA FREIND.
THIS IS GOING TO BE SUCH A GOOD NIGHT!!!!!

ITS FRIDAY!! EVERYBODY BETTER PARTY THEIR ASS OFF!!!!!!

all i get from guys are brokEn hearts and tears. I'M DONE WITH GUYS AND THEIR BULLSHIT FROM NOW ON..IF ANY GUYS TRY TO START ANY KIND DRAMA  I'M NOT TAKEING IT ANY-FUCKING-MORE.

''Some days it seems it's not worth it
the fight in me is all gone
and I'm not trying to be perfect
but just get one damn thing done
before I lose control
I pick myself off ( Read more... )