I sit here quietly listening to Sigrid while our baby chin-choe sweencho Spooky sleeps curled up in a ball ( Read more... )

and who i used to be has literally just burned to dust.

hi again. (maybe bye)

i finally came to update, and was presented with an option to restore the text previously started but never posted.. it read:

"you had called me and i didn't want to answer."

and i'm okay with that.

i'm not sure where this resurgence is coming from.. but i'm really enjoying getting back into updating my old journals/diaries/whatevers ( Read more... )

i seriously just now figured out my old password and passed the non-robot test of recovering my livejournal.

..and my friend feed has 0 updates. lol wtf am i doing here?

I've been putting off updating in a long time. I'm starting to resurface myself through a year that seemed to go by way too fast. It still feels like I'm in the middle of a roller-coaster sometimes ( Read more... )

My life did not end after finishing Breaking Dawn.

Promise.

God damn it.

:'(

I'm back to reading Breaking Dawn. I'm scared to finish the book.. for fear I'll no longer have anything else to look forward to in my pathetic life. :/

Well, I guess I still have the movies. :)

I realized last night that when I'm listening to trip-hop or any down-tempo music I actually connect the most with myself. It's the most personal experience for me to discover or listen to that genre of music since it evokes the greatest yielding emotion of solace within me. And I've realized lately that all this frustration, jealousy, angst and ( Read more... )