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Major Tom. // A Flicker of Hope.
With one word. You destroyed my world. It seems it was never mine to hold. There is hole in my heart. An open door to my soul. A gaping void. A silent scream. A silent storm. Who's at the door? What am I letting in? I keep the light on and the curtains up. But there is no ship for this berth, no plane for this field. A tiny flicker of a candle on a ( Read more... ) -
The Key That Was Lost // Kolwynia
So I realized, I’m Jack.
And I’m Elam,
And - Edmont,
And also - the son of Laertes.
My names are many,
But my fate is the same...
A tale of love, self-destruction,
And loss...
Oh my Lady Evene, my only muse...
Why did it have to be like this?
2019/12/14
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В поисках Тебя // Молитва VII
Я искал тебя в темных кельях -
У отцов...
В суровых ликах икон,
У Никольского, у собора -
Я искал, поглощая звон.
И вскарабкиваясь на гору,
В незнакомой Тебе стране...
И со склона сбегая вниз -
Я взывал, я молил Тебя, Боже -
Отзовись...
У меня к Тебе лишь одна просьба ( Read more... ) -
Pretzel buns. // Alone in Christchurch.
Walking on Sunday streets,
Under the vast flat endless sky,
Listening to Air in my head,
Though being as far from Kyoto
As one can get...
Feasting on your messages,
And sending videos back...
And waiting, waiting for the next one.
How can we be alone...
And so much together?
I think the title of Murakami's book -
Is a deliberate misnomer.
It's an ode.
To how ( Read more... ) -
The New Perspective. // You too.
I literally crashed off my high horse.
I hit the new depth, a new low.
I tried to put it in words last week, but I couldn't.
My mind is racing. Faster. Faster. Faster than my pen.
Everything does seem more distant now.
Everything is more vivid and vibrant, however.
Everything just requires time, more time, much more time.
And effort. And patience. And ( Read more... ) -
Still Life. // Observer.
I see beauty in everything.
In the straight lines of the London road,
In the bushes that cover our backyard,
In the thin lines of clouds -
Traveling in the distance,
And the eery colors of dawn...
Painted across the valley.
This beauty is there,
But it's minute, mundane. A still picture.
While yours is a different kind -
Moves around, flows, thrives and ( Read more... ) -
God of Crossroads
I will go and I'll pray to the god of crossroads. Please, let me go on with her. You have given us choices. You've offered us plenty. I am not begging for "more". I will pay you the price. Whatever you're asking. I'll surrender my soul and my heart. God Almighty, you heard me. I think I am ready. God Almighty, here I come. Just another chance, ( Read more... )