i met a woman today who became a professional poet from her livejournal posts.  what the fuck.  maybe i don't have to come up with a purpose.  college graduation is the most anti-climactic experience of my puny life.

really only posting because it's been so long since i did ( Read more... )

my grams got taken into rehabilitation for reporting herself as being dizzy and falling down.  they tested her motor and cognitive skills and she failed miserably.  for one, she didn't know what year it was and didn't understand the importance of knowing what year it is, and that's just the beginning.  she is in temporary housing right now but is ( Read more... )

livejournal is like a neurotic, narcissistic out of body experience.  i just wrote an entire page reflecting upon college graduation, immediately reread it, and wondered who the fuck even wrote that bullshit ( Read more... )

my best sisterfriend is back in massachusetts!


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i went to wally's brother's confirmation mass this week.  turns out ( Read more... )

i dreamed last night that everything turns out okay.  i don't remember any details but awoke feeling very reassured.

my brain is quickly losing the capacity to be pulled in so many intellectual ways all at once, okay?
the thought of just sitting about and doing school is beginning to really make me sick.

i'm having a hard time not being overwhelmed.

http://www.scjag.com/mp3/do/inourtalons.mp3

"you may not believe but even we were scared at first.
it takes a lot of nerve to destroy this wondrous earth.
we're only human - this at least we've learned."
BOWERBIRDS

arianna prissy amherst college bitch gave me some sob story about paying off her loans this semester as reason for not fronting me 5.50 on the cable bill even though i don't watch the tv and she always does.  the stupid girl makes me want to scream SCREAM SO HARD!  i had a violent daydream about her.  i don't think i have intimately hated someone ( Read more... )