I haven't written on this in a long time, and I like the idea of being able to go back to read what was going on.

My last post was about my family and how much they bothered me. Unfortunately, my grandmother passed in May. I’m extremely grateful that I was able to go over there and spend the time that I did with her. Time I wouldn’t have had if ( Read more... )

I'm soooooooooooo frustrated with my family!!! my babcia, aunt, and my cousin are all extremely manipulative and its all really bad timing. They make my mom feel guilt every weekend and bum her out. They expect my mom to give them money and help them, but in return to pay her back they treat her like shirt and completely take advantage of it! I’m ( Read more... )

I'm finally back on my regular, normal sleep schedule. It took a looong time, but i really didn't like going to bed after 4 and then taking naps throughout the day. I always felt more tired somehow. Thankfully coffee and warm milk exists otherwise i would still have insomnia.

A few of my friends and i are planning another Vegas trip. Every time i ( Read more... )

I'm only writing in this because i can't sleep. I don't really have anything to say that may be of interest to anyone. This vacation i haven't gone to bed before 3 so now my clock is all wrong. Classes start tomorrow, and i cannot for the life of me fall asleep. overall my vacation was pretty good. I did a lot of catching up with old friends, ( Read more... )

Some of my old highs don't quite work anymore. I think i dwell on things a little too much, and they start to bum me out. I like to talk them out, thinking it will solve the problem, but it really doesn't. I need to get over things more quickly, or completely. I can’t keep retracing my steps because that has never worked. I should have learned from ( Read more... )

in my last post, i felt i wrote too harshly about my exs. for the most part they're all really good guys, and were amazing boyfriends. Theres just  qualities that i don't want to deal with. It might make me sound like a bitch, but i don't care. I'm sure i'll meet someone whos' qualities annoy the shit out of me, but i'll be willing to put up with ( Read more... )

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i cannot believe how much i still like you. I hate that!!! But I think we would be great together...

what the hell am I thinking ( Read more... )

I just don't understand....