The journey begins

Oct 24, 2010 07:52

I was going to get a six-month old. A little boy. I was thinking of names, planning my move to a new house. Fixing my finances to hire help ( Read more... )

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scifichick774 October 24 2010, 00:23:13 UTC
*big hugs*

I'm sorry that you're having to go through this. I'll definitely pray for you.

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tennysonslady October 24 2010, 00:30:14 UTC
Thanks, Kris. Talking about this in lj makes me a bit sentimental, looking back at who I was when I first used this medium. That girl couldn't begin to imagine that real life would be so... I don't know to call it except 'real.'

*hugs* I really appreciate your responding to this. I can't believe it, but I think I've known you overall about 7-8 yrs now. Thank you for still being a part of this now that it's getting so real for me.

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scifichick774 October 24 2010, 00:35:35 UTC
Goodness! We have known each other a long time!

*hugs again*

It just pains me that you're having to go through all this. First the infertility issues and now all of the hassles that can come with adoption. I can only imagine how stressed out you are.

I hope that God guides you in the direction he wants you to go. Just remember that our plans don't always line up with His, timing-wise especially, and he has something wonderful in mind for you. :)

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tennysonslady October 24 2010, 00:46:54 UTC
Thank you. Really.

I find myself asking silently if this is God's plan. I have a lot of growing up to do in that sense, because I still feel myself asking why.

But I am keeping the faith. :-)

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kitmerlot1213 October 24 2010, 01:58:19 UTC
I think it's wonderful that you are keeping such a positive attitude and I agree that God will send you the child you are supposed to care for and love.

And I hope you don't mind, but I will keep you in my prayers.

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tennysonslady October 24 2010, 02:16:44 UTC
I would really appreciate that. Thank you very much :-)

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maiel_alcinoe November 9 2010, 16:58:59 UTC
It will happen when its meant to. And as hard as the lesson has been you will have learnt from it for the future. Definately thinking about you as its a process i'm planning on looking at myself sometime in the future.

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tennysonslady November 24 2010, 06:13:44 UTC
Thank you. When you do go through it, I will hope you have strength too because it's an emotional roller coaster.

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paulingui November 21 2010, 16:48:55 UTC
I'll join you and I'll pray for you. Hope everything works for the best, to you and your family.

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tennysonslady November 24 2010, 06:14:02 UTC
Thank you :)

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iluvaqt November 24 2010, 06:03:35 UTC
I have a tendency to read stories backward sometimes, especially if I'm on limited time and if it's an author I've never read before. I read Enemy Lines the last post and I was completely taken by your words, the depth of emotion there, the connections between the characters and especially Chloe and her baby Emerald. I clicked on your profile because I wanted to save the links all in one to read it through when I had a chance and found this post instead.

You're absolutely right. It all happens according to God's plan. Sometimes we're so buried in our stresses and pain that we can't see it, but when it happens it's beautiful, it's perfect and you realize that He knew what was best for you from the very beginning. In the mean time, prayer will give you strength. Keep loving because love always come back to you in always you never imagine. *sending a hug*

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tennysonslady November 24 2010, 06:12:51 UTC
That was nice of you to leave me a note even though you just stumbled into this post. I'd decided not to post my stories in my lj anymore because I wanted this space to be about what I wanted to share about my life.

So thank you for sharing those warm thoughts with me. My baby still hasn't come and I am still waiting to see if that is part of God's plan for me.

On another note, you can see those stories in the homepage linked in this journal (http://catheryne.proboards.com) or by going to the author tag out in the community.

So again, thank you from the bottom of my heart, for being so kind. I release what I feel in stories sometimes and I didn't want to mix them together in one lj.

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iluvaqt November 24 2010, 07:08:30 UTC
:) Thanks for sending the link. Wow, you do follow and write for a few fandoms. I never really got into Roswell so I don't know the characters except that I remember Liz to be the central character. I posted Within Enemy Lines on my reading list and look forward to getting into it when work and my own projects die down.

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

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