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This afternoon I learned about a two week old baby boy that needs a home. We crossed a few cities to see him only to find out that we would not be able to. Tomorrow we will try again ( Read more... )

I was going to get a six-month old. A little boy. I was thinking of names, planning my move to a new house. Fixing my finances to hire help ( Read more... )

I want a baby.

I wish I could have a baby.

When I found out when I was 23 that I had a heart condition it took a while but I got over it.

Those magazines and all those internet articles say it's possible. Why do these specialists insist I shouldn't.

I want a baby so bad.

I can't believe this is how I'd grow up to become.

Rise Electric's song Drive is my LSS. It has been for a few weeks now ( Read more... )

He comes to me, almost every night, every day, passing by, visiting my dreams so fleetingly it seems like he haunts me. He is my picture perfect thing, my love denied. It's rare to find someone so wonderfully close to a dream that you would not dare touch him or linger because you're afraid he'll fly away ( Read more... )

he has proven time and again that he's an asshole. from every fucking thing he said to me that made me feel smaller and less of who i was, to every single comment he would make to his friends today ( Read more... )

Going through DVD9 discs of Buffy the Vampire Slayer I found two songs they used for their musical episode Once More With Feeling. I'm elated at the discovery. Hardly do you find meaningful original lyrics from teen shows. The last treasure find I had was from Roswell's third season. It was Maria's song "Breathe Again" from the ep Behind the Music ( Read more... )

So I'm 24 and it's time to really think about life. (Not like I haven't been doing that since I was five but heck ( Read more... )

People say that there is freedom in release. I’ve always known about that freedom. I’ve believed that it’s shallow. In school when I took Creative Writing, everyone exposited about their lives and their loves and I snickered inside because I believed that letting it all out in front of so many people was pretentious and weak. So I took science ( Read more... )