There are some things that I have thought in the past and that I still think, deep down. I've been fighting and/or trying to fight these things because they go against... what I WANT (or what I think I want... or what others want me to) to think and feel. They make me feel selfish and wrong. They make me feel bad and guilty ( Read more... )

...I'll tell you right now there's a whole lot that I just can't do, but baby don't think I can't love youMy new favorite song, yep. "Don't Think I Can't Love You" by Jake Owen. Oh, and he's holy hotness too... which I learned with Audra watching the Country Music Awards two years ago when he sang in some song with Sugarland. Oi ( Read more... )

"Oh yeah," said Keating weakly, brushing the matted black curls off his face.So reading The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand this second time... (I read it first about 6 years ago when I was a jr. in high school.).. is very exciting and interesting. I remember the story and some details, but I've forgotten a whole lot. One thing that struck me this time is ( Read more... )

Yesterday was long. oh, guess what! So was today. And it snowed ( Read more... )

I got up at 6:30 on Fri. and arrived at the private school (my favorite) for my second day in 4th grade. It was a fairly easy day. The kids had silent reading for an hour (and I took The Fountainhead and got a good start on it). They then had a spelling test and then the math teacher brought over some work for them to do. They were rounding ( Read more... )

I wish I was not so tired. Really, I'm not... It's just late, and I should sleep. I've been away from my home for 17 hours today. It's interesting. This day was brilliant. Probably pretty much the best day of my life. Hehe ( Read more... )

The main reason for gut hurtage would be my choice of breakfast today... Chocolate chip crepes. Yeah. Just not the smartest idea. Oops. But can I resist that type of thing? Not often ( Read more... )

This was my first day off in many days, and it wasn't even really a day off. I had to work four hours at the store. But really? I don't even WANT a day off. I mean, I coulda taken tomorrow and Tues. off, but for sure tomorrow and possibly Tues. I'm going to the park to play with ponies and organize pictures on the computer there. I just can't stay ( Read more... )

I was going to go swing dancing, and now maybe I'm not. It's probably better I stay home and try to relax. I'm thinking of neglecting all duties for another night. Probably not a good idea because I won't want to do my stuff any more this weekend after work, but... oh well. I feel somewhat accomplished due to a conversation I had ( Read more... )

I'm so tiiiiired! What a crazy time to have to work a whole week. Really, I've been so busy! It always happens like this. For a few weeks I won't work much, and then BAM, I'm working a zillion days in a row. Last Thurs. and Fri I taught full days. Sat. and Sun... well, they felt like work in that they made me very tired! Now Mon-Fri full teaching ( Read more... )