This 4 day weekend was awesome. The only thing that sucks is my parents not letting me sleep out since i got my car and my dad finding out i drink. Im honestly cool with not drinking, and i can understand not sleeping out, but being home at 12 every night really sucks. Weds, hung with po, johnny and rob then went to roys with randy and johnny ( Read more... )

This weekend was fucking awesome. It was everything I needed, especially with all the bullshit i've been dealing wth lately. From girl drama to parents to just overall depression. Friday I drove Po and Johnny to Crime In Stereo. We didnt get lost, I felt  great. Everyone was there. All the bands were really good. Nautical Mile was fun, covered Bad ( Read more... )

 I only seem to update often when I'm having girl problems. Didn't sleep last night. Was the only one at the spot, saw her coming, went outside. Came back in luckily people were there. Think I broke my fucking hand hitting a locker. Anywho, shes in my 1st period class but she was doing something so i didnt really have to see her. Subs letting us ( Read more... )

 Stupid entry on my shitty life. To put it shortly, I am extremeley bummed and hung up over, guess what, a stupid girl. The thing thats even more frustrating was that it wasnt due to my normal bullshit. I didnt just decide one day because she was cute I'd try to mack her then not hang out with her and tell her through the computer one day i liked ( Read more... )

Everythings totally fucked again. I wish I could say I was surprised but I knew it wouldnt last. I want to go back to this summer like you wouldnt believe. I miss hanging out and getting drunk with my friends every other night. I miss getting black out drunk to forget about my problems. I miss drinking with Travis and talking about starting a band ( Read more... )

 Things are ok. I hate my life and school but the weekends are good so far. Last night i picked ashley and lucas up at like 8 and drove around til like 10. Some black girl on a bike almost ran into my car. Got to mikeys, no one was being a dick to lucas that was cool. I bought an itrip from Bcox so i have music in my car now. I had to be home at 12 ( Read more... )

i hate life lately. I didnt leave the house this weekend unless i was taking the sat or working. Im just all around bummed out. Again. Its such a shitty feeling. Its not like summer where i can be like oh well at least i have a few days off of work. its back to school again where i dont connect or have anything in common with anyone. Lame. ( Read more... )

 I'm backed to being bummed again. School is really bringing me down lately. I can't stand anyone around me. The fact that these people are my peers and part of "my generation" disgusts me and id like nothing better than to remove myself from any association. Weekends have been cherished lately. Lately I can at least say my weekends have been good ( Read more... )

I updated like twice this summer. To put it shortly, summer was rad. For one of the first times in my life, I was honestly happy. I had a bunch of people who I cared about and who cared about me. I knew who my friends were and stuck by them. I hung out with all my friends and alot too. I could say i'd rather have the small group of friends i have ( Read more... )

Things are alright lately. havent hung out as much as i want because of work. Still bummed on certain things but really trying my hardest not to let it get to me. Im getting my fucking car too thats awesome.