So i was going to write this long and drawn out entry of how my lifes been lately. Then i decided fuck it, not that interesting and i just dont give a fuck anymore about anything. To put it short, I'm probably the most conflicted and confused i've ever been in my entire life. Things are so torn right now. My parents are extremley irrational and ( Read more... )

As lame as i think prom is and similar events that try to jam memories down your throat, i wish i was there right now and i wish this weekend wouldnt suck :/

stole this from amanda who took it from po who took it from keri im mad bored and wanna see if anyone comments ha. Weekend blew worked worked worked. didnt go to keri's last night heard i didnt miss much. my tragedy shirt finally came from fucking germany. drivers ed and work are gonna collide tommorow, finals and last week of classes. mixed ( Read more... )

At least im sleeping lately, i still feel like shit.

4 day weekend was decent for once. Thursday hung out with mike greg and cailie at the beach. Friday went to gregs for a fire, saturday worked and chilled with j dawg sunday paintball and went to christina boydsteens. Work is aight,its cool knowing the people i work with from last year and not having the 3 week awkward period. I've come to realize ( Read more... )

FUCK. For once i thought a weekend was going to go good, but then i remembered we're talking about me here. Friday was actually alot of fun. Went to rob's then ang picked us up. Havent seen her in forever so that was fun. Missed ITOW. Pulling Teeth was fucking awesome,talkedto mike for a minute  while buying merch. Take my chances was decent and ( Read more... )

Shit still sucks. Weekend sucks besides the fact that i think i did alright on the sats and saw spiderman 3 tonight. IF everything works out next weekend, which i doubt it will, I'll get to see Kill your idols twice and make everything better. At least i know ill see them once, last one ever :( It is gonna suck since that band has pretty much ( Read more... )

FUCK.

Gah everythings fucked beyond comprehension. Stressing like a motherfucker for the sats. Shit just getting deeper and deeper. I was gonna go to all three of the last kyi shows now ill be lucky to go to one. My dad said i can go to the one on the 11th but i'd feel guilty and my moms a bitch. i want to start a band but im too self concious about what ( Read more... )

Somethings never change its amazing how people continue to pull the same shit. No ones the same anymore and yeah, i do hate everything so blow me.