It's hard to look at the old entries, so I won't go that way again. I'm not that person anymore. I'm constantly changing, but I think I've found balance. I know how to be positive force in people's life, and it feels so good.

I'm very happy with K, the girl I met over 10 years ago. We have been engaged for over five years.

I've finally moved ( Read more... )

I was surprised I still remembered my password ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a year. Oops ( Read more... )

Itkettää.

Kaikki tyhmät jutut.

Yritin selittää laajemmin, mutta ei se ollut hyvä. Minusta on tullut aika haluton puhumaan mistään tunteistani, etenkään negatiivisista.

Brothers weddings tomorrow. I'll be reading the corintian letter thingy about love and stuff in the church. Exciting... I'm actually pretty nervous. And so happy for them ( Read more... )

My knee's a wreck. Severe rupture in side ligament. ACL / cross ligament rupture quite likely too. Bleeding inside the knee. Hurts like shit and heals slowly. I'll need a support brace around the knee to keep it steady for 2 months, and I'll be using crutches for a long while. Pain medication and blood clot medication follows ( Read more... )

Last time I updated was December ( Read more... )

I think I don't have much to say in this journal anymore. Or in any other journal for that matter. I feel like I have just stopped fighting against the current and drifted away from some people. Maybe I never really knew them in the first place - or they knew me. I grew tired to the feeling of not being there like everyone else was. Not being cared ( Read more... )

This is us in Jyväskylä.

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Yes, tenors and violins screw up a bit, but I think it's amazing.

Okay. It was amazing ( Read more... )