I want someone to see all my light and to love my dark. I want someone to love EVERYTHING about me and to think that I am beautifully flawed ( Read more... )

So I am sitting in my dorm room and thinking about the fab new diet I started.... yea it SUXS b/c I am already starving so pretty much it looks like this is going to go great. I can do this I had so much more self control than this with food when I went to college ahhh I dunno what happened. Michael told me tonight that I was too skinny when I went ( Read more... )

So Thanksgiving break was interesting but in a very good way. I was so excited to go home and see everyone because I really do miss Birmingham so much. I think I have realized that even though I miss home so much I don't think I could go back there well at least not right now. I am in a really weird place right now and most days I don't feel like I ( Read more... )

So I am battling another sleepless night....sleep at night was never a problem until I came to college and now I cannot keep a regular sleep schedule. I think it could be a mixture of the fact I slept until 2:30 today and the excitement I feel about coming home. I also feel a little nervous about coming home for one I'm nervous I won't want to come ( Read more... )

One thing I really like and appreciate about myself is the ability I have to laugh at myself and the sometimes unpleasant situations I find myself in. I can usually genuinely find humor in all the curve balls that get thrown my way. I enjoy laughing and you know sometimes it really is true that all you can do not to cry is just laugh. I knew going ( Read more... )

Somedays I feel like jumping out in front of the cars that pass my dorm.

High school is but an amusing and distant memory.

I have never been so scared and so excited at the same time in my entire life!

It's been so long since I've done this that I had to stop and think a minute about how to post this. Why I am writing in this again I don't know. I mean no one will prolly read it but when I used this it was always more for myself anyways. It's funny for me to think about all the crazy, silly, and stupid stuff I wrote about on this. All of my entry ( Read more... )

I realized today how caught up we all get in our own lives and our selves we hardly ever stop and think about the important things or the people around us. Today I got really sad when my mom was looking through my 3rd grade sisters v-day cards from her school party and she held up a homemade Valentine and showed it to me. She told me the giver of ( Read more... )

I just wrote an entire entry on deep stuff about life, love, friendship, and growing up and then I highlighted it all and erased it I just let it go. Things aren't perfect, I've been let down, I have quite a bit of hurt in my heart about certain things, growing up scares me but I am dealing and I am fine but most importantly I AM HAPPY