hmmmm... I'm thinking really hard how to express how i'm feeling but i'm thinking its not gonna come out right. Lets just say I continue to learn important life lessons all of the time most of them are hard and painful and sad but all very important. I've been realizing that even when you are hurt through certain things or situations sometimes God ( Read more... )

Last night I hunted salamanders and tonight I crowned a queen.

Life is interesting and beautiful!

Tonight was amazing and beautiful and sad all at the same time. I realized tonight how much closer to graduation we are getting but I also realized tonight that its ok and its all gonna be ok.

Everyone in Heritage looked beautiful and did a great

I realized tonight that I want an interesting life. I am sure most people want this but few end up with it so thats why I decided I will have it. I think I will marry a bull rider yep that sounds about interesting enough for me ( Read more... )

I am a stupid girl. I don't have much more to say than that.

So..... I won't do this again!

Today was depressing. Started the day off by going to a funeral. I realize death is a natural thing but it never seems any more natural to me no matter how much I hear about it, talk about it, see it, or think about it. After the funeral Laura and I ate lunch in Trussville and then saw Tristan and Isolde which just kind of made me sad to. Today I ( Read more... )

At the beginning of my Junior year I said that I wanted to experience and see everything. I wanted to feel real. I wanted all the good stuff but I wanted all the bad stuff too. I wanted to grow up slowly and not miss all of the little things around me. I wanted to take risks and to put myself out there and just to be. Today when I was driving and ( Read more... )

I'm not scared anymore.... or at least not like I was!

So yesterday was one of the worst days I have had in a while ( Read more... )

( Pictures from the break! )

I haven't updated in forever b/c I've just been feeling a ton of things that I didn't quite know how to put into words. My first semester of my last year of high school was tough. I expected so many things to be different. As a little girl as I thought about my senior year and what it would be like and how I would feel it was nothing like it has ( Read more... )