sometimes the thrill of soaring.. must begin with the fear of falling ( Read more... )

I'm just waiting for it all to end it never does. I have faith one day hopefully soon I will wake up breath deeply and get to enjoy my life rather than rushing through it praying I make my next deadline for all the stupid unimportant things I am forced to do.

ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!

The Guard formal will me held at Kimbers by special request everyone is invited haha date and time TBA

Tonight I took my little sister trick-or-treating and I felt sad for more than one reason. I first felt sad that I wasn't 9 years old like she was and that I no longer felt the joy of Halloween and all the magical things that come along with it. It was saddening to me that a day that I use to look forward to for months was just an ordinary day to ( Read more... )

Today my faith in mankind was restored a little. This morning at about 7:00 a woman who i've never met and will prolly never see again had the opportunity to make or break my day. This very special woman showed me amazing kindness in a very small way that impacted me so greatly. She helped reveal to me how the small little things that you sometimes ( Read more... )

* 10 Things I love *

1. God
2. My family
3. The security of high school
4. high school football
5. MiChAeL
6. good books
7. all the small things like being able to wear a bandanna around my ankle and no one think a thing of it
8. Quotes
9. being a Thespian :)
10.Great friends!

I tag Ashley P, Sadie, and Samantha

I'm so afraid of so many things. I always thought I was this incredibly strong and independent person and that I would always be fine but lately i'm not so sure. This entire year has just put me in a really awkward and strange mood i'm ready to be out of it. This year continues to teach me very important lessons weather I want to learn them or not ( Read more... )

I'm gone to Rome! Be back Wednesday.

I was HAPPY tonight :) its been a while

I missed that hot girl Jessy dunno where she was

Last night I randomly realized that some things and some feelings prolly never completely go away. I also realized that somethings aren't meant to be undone and they can't be and thats just the way it is. I'm seeking acceptance for a lot of things in my life right now. There are some things I could sit around all day long and dwell about and wish ( Read more... )