"I wonder if They'll laugh when I am dead
Why am I fighting to live if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see when there aint nothing in sight
Why am I trying to give when noone gives me a try
Why am I dieing to live if I'm just living to Die"I thought I would be out of this depression, but I'm obviously not. I can't smile right now and ( Read more... )

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"Yes you are a real writer my friend. More real of a writter than I will ever be, and I envy that as well as admire it............"Two days since my suicidal kick, and I'm happy it's over. It's funny because aint shit got better, in fact it's gotten even worse, but my mind is more at ease and I've grown to accept these things. I want to first thank ( Read more... )

"What good is a rose to a deadman"Sometimes I wonder why I just can't be happy. I don't have to be rich, just happy. It's been months since I was truly happy. I wish things could be good with my girl, I wish I was doing better in school. I wish I had a better relationship with my parents, and that I just had direction in life. I hate waking up in ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was an ok day for me. I went to all of my classes........YEAH!! I also went to all my meetings: Positive Men's club, Poetry Club and Track team. My first day of track was excellent. I wasn't extremely fatigued after practice and I didn't get extremely winded during practice. Yesterday was a wonderful day until a storm hit later on in the ( Read more... )

"Let me hold you again mi subio.........today"Feels good to be back on the market again. Ladies if your out there, holla at the kid. It's funny, because I went through that period when I swore I needed a wifey, but now I feel like I just want a down as girl that'll be there for me and not give me any bullshit. I'm too focused right now to deal with ( Read more... )

"Only me and you know about how I held you yesterday mi subio......"Isn't it funny how you can be down in the dumps for so long and have shit not going your way, and all of a sudden you get hot. Well I'm hot right now. I've shed my old torn rags for a fresh throwback, fitted and some airforces to match. I got my swagger back!!!! I'm starting to get ( Read more... )

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I AM: Weak ( Read more... )