They are not self-propelled and they feel a certain distance from the rest of the human race ( Read more... )

I'll skip an update and just say whats been on my mind ( Read more... )

but this one is the true way of how i'm feeling today. I'm lashing out at people because Im utterly sick of nj and the way it has treated me. I'm done I'm fucking done! I have barely any friends (in nj compaired to ma) and they seem further and further away with no car i hate my life sometimes so much so that I cry in secret. I know one of my ( Read more... )

Every time I log on here I always get blocked. I loose words in my head and they just never seem to make there way out of my head and onto this web page. Well my world is a swirling mess. I dunno which way is up, and I swear the only direction my life has been headed is down. My car has committed suicide, and just a few days ago I contemplated the ( Read more... )

I had my 23rd birthday which rocked:) rich and i are doing better, although he is still gonna have the surgery, so I'm scared

Yeah so I dunno where my relationship with rich stands. I am doing my best to stick with him through this whole finding a tumor in his head deal. But I really just wanna be completely drunk every night to kill the un known danger that lies ahead. I mean before all this went down he hit me with the bomb of hey I don't think things are working out. ( Read more... )

Digging Out of Debt ( Read more... )

I can't wait to go home and see snow!!!!!!!!!!! I have missed that white stuff i know its cold but it feels like home the one little flurrie that we had for like half a day ( Read more... )

heres my weekend: got out of work, then i went to see thank you for smoking. (cuz nj just passed a law that there will be no smoking indoors). then I show up at the diner i have been frequenting since i arrived (crystal lake diner), walked in and everyone had the intire room filled with smoke. Fab! smoke one cig then it hit midnight so nazi bitch ( Read more... )

Life seems to work out in the end, just sit back and let it compile itself to the format of being content.then you will truely be joyus.