i <3 random titles.

"if i lay here. if i just lay here. would you lie with me and just forget the world?" 
when I hear those lyrics they make me happy. it gives me hope for my future. i think of one day being married, laying in bed with my husband, getting lost in each others' eyes and just forgetting the world. cheesy i know, but i am a hopeless ( Read more... )

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Stand Still, Look Pretty
The Wreckers

I want to paint my face
and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even wanna look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling ( Read more... )

So I tried a new blog, but it's not fun 'cos no one can read it. Soooooo I am coming back to LJ. Yea!

On to other news.... Last week was such a stressful week. I literally almost had a nervous breakdown. I almost quit my job, and did some other crazy things. Nothing extreme, but I was depressed and really feeling down. Then all of a sudden on ( Read more... )

I love my job don't get me wrong. But it can be very hard and depressing at times, working at a church. It's really two-fold. You get to see the happiness and joy of Christian people and how wonderful God can be. However, there's the other side too. Death. Sickness. Satan. It hurts my heart so bad to see when people are hurting. When things aren't ( Read more... )

Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy

Chorus
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm cloming clean

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I can't do this anymore...I just want to RUN
can't take it
the pain is just too much
I feel like running
someone help me
what is this life
help me through this
life should be simple
it shouldn't be this way
gotta get through this
just move on
chest feels heavy
can't breathe
life's moving fast
but for me it's slow
I just want to get out of here...and go SOMEWHERE
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I know y'all are so excited to know what my new blog is! http://aheartinthesouth.blogspot.com/ well here it is. :)

This will be more of a thoughts/feelings/expressive blog. A diary if you will..

Enjoy fellow Livejournal'ers. I will miss you.

<3 Hollie

So sorry I haven't posted, to all those who actually read my posts. Life was crazy this weekend, not in a bad way just crazy. I actually had a good weekend and was sad for it to be over yesterday. But guess what?? Only 5 more days until I go to Nashville!! I am super excited. Mama and I are flying too so I will get there in like zero time as ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I have posted anything REAL. First things first, I am so excited about the fact that I am leaving next Saturday for NASHVILLE!! I will be gone until the 15th, and man is it going to be GREAT! I am also excited to see my sister and my puppy. We may also go to Alabama for a day or two and hopefully stop to see Kosta. I ( Read more... )