It's strange when you look up and realize you don't have any friends. I never thought of myself as that girl with no friends until now.
I'm feeling really anxious lately, but maybe it's just stress.

Good morning. Here is what is going on in my life ( Read more... )

Monday, September 12, is my birthday. This means I will actually be a real legal adult.
I'm kind of scared. I don't want to grow up.

What a beautiful weekend. It's about fucking time.

i was trying to be mad so that i wouldn't start crying and not be able to stop but it didn't work and now i can't stop.
i want things to be like they were a year ago. one year exactly. it was so much easier. i hate this. i also hate when people post 2 things within very short times of each other but guess what now i'm doing it.

fuck i'm so sick and tired of everything i really really want to run away and never come back here ever and i hate it. FUCK.
today was a shitty day that i hated a lot. HATED. FUCK. jesus i'm so fucking mad at everything.
i want to sleep for the rest of my life forever and ever and ever.

(This has been my prime form of communication with the outside world these days. If you would like to leave me a message, it would be alright with me.)

Things are ok, I think.

I'll be in New York until Monday.
I hope everyone has beautiful days.
That is all.

I have nothing to be upset about. What have I done so wrong that I cannot be happy anymore? I have tried so hard, I really have ( Read more... )

Jesus Christ I put up with a lot.