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You know, there's a number of people that don't want me to kill myself.
Because I'm their friend.
Or because they'd feel bad.
Or, you know, because they'd be forced to feel bad, because someone they knew killed themselves and while they didn't particularly care or not care about that person, now they're obligated to care, because he fucking ( Read more... )

We often struggle helplessly in the face of a reality that is neither safe nor normal. Reality is strange and disappointing. Nothing makes sense. "Common sense" is uncommon.

We eventually come to terms with it. Stockholm Syndrome for the soul.

Yes, we once elected a reality TV star to be president.

Yes, someone thought deep-fried twinkies would be ( Read more... )

My new psychiatrist has the hopeful smile of a fresh-from-college frat boy. He's discontnuing my current pharmeceutical regimen ( Read more... )

I keep punishing myself. Can't stop it, don't know how. Drives my therapist bonkers ( Read more... )

There's a weird sort of reflex... trained behavior where you keep wanting to check facebook ( Read more... )

So I got banhammered from Facebook ( Read more... )

A few things arguably connected in several ways:
First off, I come from poor white trash. I'm the unwanted reminder of a relationship doomed to failure. My mother and father simply had too many differences.
I've never once made my father proud of me, and my mother and I are almost constantly at each other's throats. I don't know what my father ( Read more... )

Okay, so here's what happened:
Part 1:
I didn't sleep well last night. like 2-3 hours. I had a nightmare where I was trying to explain something so someone else could understand it, but I couldn't ever communicate it properly.
See, when you dream, your language center (and your ability to read) go dormant when you dream.
Here's a somewhat relevant ( Read more... )