I don't think I've updated in a while. I don't even know what to say. I just feel so ... blah. We've had off so many days the past few weeks and I've stayed in for more than half of them. I could've gone out. I just didn't. I've been perfectly fine with staying in and watching Law and Order with my mom. And that's pretty wierd because since June ( Read more... )

Okay I HATE college.
I'm dropping AP Calc.
Senior year is not fun.
I want to be happy again.

I don't like the way things are right now ( Read more... )

This is a kind of overdue end-of-summer entry. And a hey-senior-year entry ( Read more... )

I will turn 18 four months from today.
I will be old. I don't wanna be old.
Jeanne says: you're old... when you die I'll still have a few months left to live.
Jeanna also says I'm a pusssayy. And I am.
Goodnight.

Hey journal, it's been a while ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to clear up a few things from my last entry. I wrote that entry out of anger and lack of sleep ( Read more... )

There was a beer cap in the dog food ( Read more... )

What a mess. What a fun night ( Read more... )

I spent Saturday night and Sunday at my summer house with Catherine and Katie. Saturday night we drove around in search of kids. It was a huge shock to see that there were no kids in the Starbucks parking lot out there. I guess that's just a Smithtown thing? We drove along the ocean then, listening to Jimmy Eat World and looking at the biggest ( Read more... )