I know. I'm ungrateful.
But something is missing.

Senior year is getting better and better, with the exception of Senior Banquet, which was possibly the worst night of the year. Not the banquet itself, which was fun, if only because I love to dance. Events like this make the fact that we are graduation more real, and it scares me. I've always hated change.

I'm supposed to be writing my college essay right now. I really have to do that. But I can't focus lately. Okay not lately, since like May ( Read more... )

I'm going to be 18 tomorrow. That sounds so much older than 17. Maybe not, I'm just weird. But I'm legally an adult, which is absolutely rediculous.

I stole this from Allie:
( I'm addicted to these now. )

( Goodbye '05 )

I'm sick of the drama.

I'm not trying to do anything except maybe be nice.

In no particular order ( Read more... )

I want so much more than this. There was actually a time when I had everything I could've possibly wanted. So maybe my time's up?

This year is already moving too fast and it's breaking my heart.

I really liked this weekend. Or what I can remember of it anyway.

At the moment, I think I'm staying home for college. I can most likely get a full academic scholarship to St. Joseph's, which is a really good teaching school. And since I want to be a special ed teacher, that would work out well. My parents are also going to buy me a new car, pretty much whatever kind I want. They're not going to set any rules for ( Read more... )