so ive finally concluded that i no longer belong in this group. the only people that actually talk to me on a regular basis and include me in things are Steph, Kris, Trev, Beau, and sometimes Shaunda. but other than that none of you talk to me. i thought so many of you were my good friends...but i havent had a realy conversation with any of you in ( Read more... )

hmm...well i have no idea. just a minute ago i had something to write about but now i cant remember. oh well. so i guess im ok. i have a lot going on in my head right now so im not completely sure. the football game was awesome last night! i had so much fun! well except when i first got there i was walking and i slipt...so now my knee is really ( Read more... )

i cant believe this! so my dad called my mom to tell her that he needed the pic money. and they got in a huge arguement! and my mom ended up hanging up on my dad! it pisses me off when they do this! im sick of it! so i was gonna call her to talk to her about it...but my dad said that i could as long as i didnt bring up what they were just talking ( Read more... )

i had the shitiest day and i need to talk to someone but the one i want to talk to, Kelly, isnt home! shes out with Jon and Amanda. and its almost 10 so i wont be able to call anyone else...not like anyone else cares or anything, but yeah...im gonna rant sense i cant talk.

so like i said in my post erlier...ive been kinda depressed all afternoon. ( Read more... )

well there goes my junior year down the drain...just like last year. oh...sorry. its just that i was just sitting watching a movie on tv and all of a sudden i got hell sad! i dont know if it has to do with Shaundas post or if things are just getting to me and its just now affecting me. well whatever it is...i better not be getting depressed yet ( Read more... )

hmm.............................................................................................i donno what to say. i.......................i donno. so i guess im gonna go. oh...sorry if i was bitchy towards anyone today. i had a shity day. ah...i might as well write something...so here was my day ( Read more... )

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im so happy right now. ive gotten things worked out with Kelly and she understands everything now...and Kris and I are coming along. weve gotten to the point where we dont want to rip each others heads off and have both concluded that we would do anything to get through this. i love her to death and have been through so much with her, i would miss ( Read more... )

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ok...just so i can get things cleared up...yes i did quit this morning, yes i did think about how i was letting everyone down, and yes i do realize that everyone hates me now. but let me tell you this. i needed to quit becuase i was feeling like i had no time to do my own stuff, keep in mind its the first week of school, and i didnt want to become ( Read more... )