I've only not had it for 5 days and already I want it back. I want all of it back. I want him back. I want my relationship back. I don't want it to be over. I don't like waking up in the morning and recollecting my horrid dreams from the previous night. I don't like being on my own. I don't like not having someone to call late at night. I don't ( Read more... )

I want to feel ( Read more... )

Most people don't concentrate on the illuminated patch of concrete that sits directly below a streetlight. It is a very noticeable area, especially when it is dark and all that glows is the small circles which create a neat row lining the streets. One time he took me under that luminous light and kissed me so gently I hardly knew I had been kissed ( Read more... )

I can't even breathe. You shoved me under the blankets and left me to find air. I feel like the past year of my life I have been struggling for air. I gave and gave and even when I thought there was nothing left in me to give, I gave him some more of me. I was raw and hurting and sick on the inside but I always found something good to give. And he ( Read more... )

I can lay in his bed ( Read more... )

Rap, hip-hop, and r&b make everything o.k.

I've got a funny feeling in my stomach. It's like with each mile I drive the discomfort builds and builds in my stomach. One day, it will rise to the top and I'll vomit up all my unhappiness and anxiousness and start new again. I did some reading today and the words on the pages seemed to leap up and race each other to my head. It really hit me, ( Read more... )

It's a long process, but I'm getting there.

Beauty makes me hopeless. I don't care why anymore I just want to get away. When I look at the city of Paris I long to wrap my legs around it. When I watch you dancing there is a heartless immensity like a sailor in a dead-calm sea. Desires as round as peaches bloom in me all night, I no longer gather what falls.

I saw trees that had drowned ( Read more... )