Even though I feel indifferent about our situation because I'm being dumb, you still put a smile on my face when I think of you. I wish there were more hours in the day so that we could spend them together. Mmmmmm, I like you.......

So, I'm just venting. Because C-money can't be here for me to cuddle with. I miss him.....

This summer has been a whirlwind of emotions and events. I never would have thought that I would lose my best friend at the end. And, he's not talking to me and that hurts the most. I wish he could just be straight with me. So, I'm going to be straight on how I feel about him. So here it is, my heart and feelings, PLEASE HANDLE WITH CARE.
I love ( Read more... )

i'm as scared as i think i've ever been in my whole life.

i'm not ready to leave or lose all my hair. i hope it's not what it is. i wish, i wish i could ignore it like it never happens, like i have for so long. i'm so scared. this is the last thing i ever thought would happen to me.

it seems as though i have reached a crossroads in my life. i honestly have no idea what i want to do with it and it's kind of depressing. everything is so much harder than i thought it was going to be ( Read more... )

awesome how i don't get or deserve a phone call because i don't spend a million dollars driving up to fucking central every weekend. and carrie, I'VE NEVER RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM YOU, EVER. So don't tell me that you don't understand me because you don't know me in the first place. The only person tht seems to want to keep any friendship with me ( Read more... )

blah blah blah , im so sick of all this crap.

too bad college turned us all away from each other, well me at least.

goodbye

i'm so sick....chicken in the back of the fridge was a bad idea......

so, i had my first bio lab exam today, wasn't soo bad. i didn't walk in and throw up all over. but i think i might throw up now. i hope im not food poisoned.

you know how to make me really mad.

i'm glad your out ALL weekend NOT finding a job or a car.

i'm glad that you have NO money to be doing anything.

i hope you're having a fucking fantastic time. maybe we should take a break before i say something i don't mean.

I can't make me love you

you can't me, either.....

work was fun today, i got stuck working with a bunch of guys as usual. then michael ditched me, and he didn't get a car, i wonder what hes going to do tuesday and wednesday. im sick of having no money, like really sick of it. i need a better paying job asap. i changed my mind in thinking that ( Read more... )

so i'm looking into clubs and bars for susan and i, and whoever else wants to go to , to go. work was ok, just made fun of brian, like i always do. its just too easy. and i got to be with my tom and ian for an hour which was excellent. they are probably on the top of my list for my favortie people ever. it was nice to have a day without michael, ( Read more... )