Aurora is a great friend of mine. I would do anything for her. She has done so much for me over the year that I've known her. I don't want to even think of where I'd be right now if I didn't have her as a close friend. Right now there are some friends we both share whom declare she may be lying about some things in her life. I am still friends with ( Read more... )

I really don't understand anything right now. 

I'm just waiting for the ennui to set in. Hmm... maybe it's already taking it's toll on me? Wow, that was fast. (Oh, is this the part where I take a long apathetic sigh and say I don't give a shit?) Honestly, I don't like being so nonchalant but it keeps me safe away from dreaming. Such unattainable dreams... I must be protected against such tender ( Read more... )

This... this feels like vindication... but shall it last? 
betrothed to thy celestial dawn...  
heavenly... so divine. 
...for I have always been under the shade of pale clouds.

Finally... just finally.

My self-directed monologue in the midnight hours:

Hey, myself, welcome back. You've been gone for quite some time haven't you?
Yeah, I guess so.
You must be glad to be back.
I suppose.
But not really, right?
No, not really...
Well, it's your own damn fault. You've made quite a mess of yourself if I do say so myself.
Oh, I know. I've been kinda... well ( Read more... )

So... now is a good enough time as any to make a journal entry. Yeah, so what have I been up to lately? Hmmm... Well, it's been a bit more than a month since Becca moved away. I still occasionally find myself thinking about her but overall I'm doing okay and I've moved on. So everything to deal with that situation has been resolved and ended quite ( Read more... )

I know this journal is mostly just me talking a lot about Becca but she's mostly the only thing that's really been happening in my life right now. Plus she tends to read this journal a little, so it's a good outlet to write about things concerning the both of us and it's a way that she'll see it. (Kinda like how I read her journal, too.) Granted, ( Read more... )

So, I'm just in a writing mood tonight so I might as well make another update. I guess not much is really new, I'm still hanging with Becca and we're still like "together". I still can't believe she'll be gone in another month, though... When I'm with her I'm happy but also sad at the same time. I'm always happy and content when I'm near her, but ( Read more... )

Wow, so... sometimes I guess a higher power likes to intervene and take care of things for me. Like in this case where I didn't know what direction my relationship was going. How would our situation be resolved? Well, it's all so unexpectedly laid out for us now. See, the thing is... she's moving. So there, that's basically it. How simple does that ( Read more... )

Wow, I know I haven't posted in this thing in a while but I've been freakin' busy. But it's not like many people read this thing, anyway. Probably only two people actually do (Hi Jeff, hi Moira ( Read more... )