Ok so I am not as consistent as I would like to be on this journal. As you can see I haven't written in a like a week. I keep thinking I have more time to do things I just never seem to get around to everything. Plus on the beginning and end of all months I am extra busy at work so everything else suffers. I am crabby and tired and I also start PMS ( Read more... )

What was it last year that the government required passports for all people who want to visit another country? Here is the thing about that and other annoying things the government decides to do that cost us money.  I think that if the government is going to make you do something like have to get a passport to travel, drivers license to drive, car ( Read more... )

Why is it when people who say they want me to leave them alone keep freaking talking to me, as if to provoke me. Well I am not inclined to indulge them. If they want a real conversation then we can have one but if it is the same old crap, "forget about it" "leave me alone" I will leave you alone, you will get no rise out of me. Peace.

Since last summer I have been participating in the native america ritual call a sweat lodge. The lodge that I go to has the purpose of prayer and healing. Sometimes I get nothing, and sometimes I get visions or messages. Yesterday was more about just being there to reconnect mostly. I haven't been to lodge since December and I had been really ( Read more... )

At my day job one of the many things I do is go over applications for perspective employees. Today I got one from a girl who was still in high school (actually goes to the high school I graduated from) and is trying to get a job to help pay for funeral expenses for her dying grandmother. I would have loved to have given her a chance to work here ( Read more... )

 So I would have to say that I have been fat for most of my life... If not all of it. In my mid to late twenties I reached my heaviest, 267 pounds and I am 5'1 so you can imagine how round I looked.  When I got pregnant I lost, yes LOST 30 pounds, and when I gave birth to my daughter I lost another 10 pounds. My daughter is now  7 and I have ( Read more... )

Since I was in my early twenties I started paying attention to my dreams. I started a dream journal, and I would and still write in it until this day. Certain dreams are prophetic like dreams where I am pregnant, that means within 3 days someone I know is going to die. In dreams where someone is dying and they are happy, that means someone is ( Read more... )

Fighting with the person you love can sometimes be fun, but mostly it is annoying. I like a good verbal debate don’t get me wrong. I usually lose and I am not sure if it is because I just kind of suck at arguments or if my emotional side just gets so wrapped up in the fact that I feel hurt that my intellect cannot brake free of it.  

So I am supposed to be bloging because of my friend the “Word Nazi”, who is also my business partner, and very close friend. You see I am an actor, artist, director, filmmaker, girlfriend, mother, and writer. Not necessarily in that order but I do like alphabetizing it makes my life a little easier. But anyway, said “Word Nazi” and I had a ( Read more... )