i can hear the rain falling outside my window. and i know i don't have much longer. i'm over it. i know everyone else will be sad but i've come to terms with me. i'm not the kind of person that will last forever. i'm not suicidal but i know i'm not the kind of person that will last that long. i used to be so idealistic. i knew i was going to make ( Read more... )

i'm having a pretty good summer. weekends are at least good. lots of swimming and bowling and chillin' with the peeps ( Read more... )

i'm not computer savvy enough to put the pics up on here but if you have the time you should check out my new ride/oceanic cruiser. it's pretty killer. feel free to let me know if this link doesn't work.http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=24019&id=

i had to run out of my math class crying not once, but twice today. that's probably some kind of record. i just don't understand. anything. i've been doing about 8-12 hours of math homework every weekend and an hour or two every day. i just don't understand. today was the fucking review for the math exam and i need the review. but she just wrote ( Read more... )

I'm a huge dumbass. I rearranged my entire schedule, work and school so I could take this ( Read more... )

this is the latest correspondence between wendi and myself ( Read more... )

so George (the aforementioned guitarist from Ladybird)sent me a rough draft of one of his side projects' songs, and i recorded a vocal track over it, sent it back to them and they totally freaking loved it! so we're gonna "postal service" this into a band yo. i'm gonna make a trip up at the end of march so we can have a practice and see if we ( Read more... )

i kept waking up last night screaming. poor alex. i was just having these terrible zombie apocalypse nightmares. so i got like maybe 5 hours of completely interrupted sleep and now am so tired. i kept zoning out in class, had to go get some coffee. i may go fall asleep at work now ( Read more... )

i'm desperately trying to rearrange my schedule. i've been paging through the new class schedule for spring quarter (for the past hour) trying to work out a full time schedule that will fuck with my work schedule the most. my boss literally fought with me when i said i was switching to part time, telling me i wouldn't like it and that she's going ( Read more... )

apparently my mother is never speaking to me again. she's a crazy person but she's also my mother. i'm very upset about this. as if my life wasn't stressful enough. i feel like i did something really terrible. what did i do ( Read more... )