Man, I haven't updated this sucker in a long time. I wish I had more time to update, so when I get older and suffer from memory loss [ha] I can rememeber my teenage & college years. We'll see how long LiveJournal is still around though. Looking back worries me, gets me all worked up again, I guess mainly because things have changed in myself, ( Read more... )

Catty : then i got you a coconut
Catty : the fun comes in how the fuck to get that sucker open
Dizzle : coconut - get the hammer catty
Dizzle : and a towel for some reason
Dizzle : a nail?
Dizzle : OH SHIT
Catty : hahaha
Dizzle : drink that shit
Dizzle : NO-smell it!!!
Catty : IT TASTES LIKE THE URINE OF SOME SORT OF RODENT
Catty : my tounge ( Read more... )

People spend so much time preparing for an evening of festivities; yet they do so, because other people will see them. Most people don't even realize that self-evaluation is solely based on the opinion of others. We put ourselves out there--dolled up and cutsy, desirable and fake. We are the world's biggest lie. How does that make us feel? We ( Read more... )

Reply with your name and ( Read more... )

Ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Don't ask anonymously unless you HAVE TO.

Oh and the catch is...I have to answer...truthfully.

It's Friday 11:03....

Do YOU know where YOUR kids are?

I can not wait until people come to see me!!!! WOOO HOOOOO!!!!!

OKTOBERFEST OKTOBERFEST WOO WOO WOOOOOO

This weekend is gonna rock, because of ( Read more... )

Two roads split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am and who I want to be. Which part of me is lost?

Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
Come back to me.
Come back to me.
To me.

Well hey! My live journal looks completely different, and I enjoy it. The background is new... Change is all right sometimes. Sometimes ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel really disgusting. I feel so repulsive I make myself sick. And it's almost like every one of my dreams gets wrapped up in this, and it crushes them. I am pathetic and a waste of a person.

...For brief seconds, here and there,
I feel beautiful, and then I see myself.