I guess I haven't posted here in a while, but that's because I post my journal on a MySpace blog now. FYI... anything that can be said about people who use MySpace has already been said.

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 89% Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 84% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Activity Level |||||| 18% Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 83% Enthusiasm |||||||||||| 36% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 65% ( Read more... )

I don't expect, nor would I ask others to expect, a sudden, dramatic change. Rather, step-by-step, I intend to purify myself, both body and mind, in order to cleanse my soul of the shame and filth that it has accumulated over the years. I have put together a tentative list of objectives that I believe will help me to better myself and eventually ( Read more... )

“I count him braver who overcomes his desires than him who conquers his enemies; for the hardest victory is over self.”

- Aristotle What is it that drives man to the edges of his being; that can strip him of his humanity and leave behind something so vile, so deplorable that even the bravest men shudder upon its mentioning? What is it that ( Read more... )

In the past two weeks, the following things have happened ( Read more... )

There was a time when I stood against conformity and social status. It was a time when I wore what I wanted to, did what I wanted to and said whatever I felt like saying. I was real... and I was me. I rocked out and I sported whatever look made me feel good, and feel like me. Whether it was flame-embroidered cloth bracers (Read: socks with ( Read more... )

Scars of life ( Read more... )

Hate… it’s a hell of emotion. When one believes they truly feel hate, is it what they actually feel? When somebody believes they hate, how often is it misinterpreted discontent or unhappiness? I find myself asking such a question as I observe my life. I find myself inclined to use the word hate with reckless abandon, without regard to the ( Read more... )

At first, I dreaded the idea. My best friend's youngest brother (Rob) needs a place to stay, and since I have all but officially adopted him as my brother, I am practically obligated to let him stay with me. It's been done for me, so how big of a deal could it be, right? A huge one, since you asked ( Read more... )

I have found myself constantly torn between hating my life and loving it, depending primarily on my mood. One one hand, I am living on my own, thriving on my independence and enjoying my privacy. On the other hand, I am cold, lonely and scared. I have not had what could even be remotely misconstrued as a girlfriend in almost two years, and out ( Read more... )