so.......

i almost got arrested last night

not something i wanted to ever go through

i wanted to cry

i think i did

never again.......

god damn cops!

the only place where i want to be right now is

mexico

new hampshire

i just want to go on my weeks vacation with emily and her family. i need to get away from this place. i need to get away from my damn job. i'm not happy there anymore
when an employee isn't happy anymore....don't you think a manager should do something?
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ok, so, as i sit here in my livingroom

it's raining, and my throat is still killing me

however, nothing could have ruined this past weekend....nothing!

going to new hampshire with emily, nevin, and mike....was.....just what i needed!
everyone had a great time, my parent's were so happy that we were there
it was an all around, great time.

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ok, so i went to the apartment tonight. i didn't realize how much i missed it
i miss that place terribly!!!

the new couch is just amazing!
it's so comfy and i love it!!

i love just hanging out there
sitting on the couch
watching tv
playing video games
amazing

i knew i missed it, but...
i didn't know i missed it this much

i didn't want to leave!
but, i have to ( Read more... )

why does everything have to happen like this?
does the friendship really have to just end like this?
no call.....
no message......
nothing......
why??

i miss the great times we've had!
the late nights on the couch watching crazy shows
crazy parties at my place and yours
mostly........
i just miss you!

this friendship was amazing!
this friendship made me happy!
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why does everything have to be a secret? honestly!
this is ruining a friendship.....a friendship that i don't want to lose! i miss it very much! it shouldn't have to be this way! it's no big deal....besides......it's not being hidden very well!!!

never choose a fling over friendshipfriendship lasts foreverflings don't!

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I"M IN A BIG FUCKING PICKLE AND I FUCKING HATE IT!!!!!!!!!

WHY??? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME????

SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY!!! I CAN'T FIGURE IT OUT!!!

Ok, so things are going good right now. Right now, things are just amazing, and things are also not ( Read more... )

people don't realize that they have something amazing, when it's right infront of them! they want to throw that away with a "summer fling". but when that amzing thing is no longer around, they realize what happened...when it's too late! why would you want to lose that amazing thing? why throw that away? anyone would kill to have that! but you want ( Read more... )

do people not realize that girls talk to one another?
but i'm supposed to sit back and keep everything to myself
is that fair??
should i continue to sit back and keep my mouth shut?
or should i just fucking spill my guts?

will someone get mad?
at this point, i don't fucking care!!!!!!

look to your left....you're missing out on someone who is ( Read more... )