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I don't want to be looked at.
I don't want to be touched.
I feel like a prisoner here.
I can't take a shower when I want to, I can't go braless, I have to pick through food I'd never make for myself because they keep making stuff that I dislike.
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Sigh.
While waiting for my shower water to get hot, I imagined killing myself and then writing 'forgive me' on the wall of the shower in my blood. What's wrong with me? -
Emily Lyn is here!
After 17 hours of labor, miss Emily has arrived. She's 8 lbs, 3 oz and 20 inches long.
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Induction
Well, I'll be off to be induced at midnight tonight! In theory, that means that Emily should be here by tomorrow evening. I'll update when I get a chance! -
Baby Marsh!
Had an ultrasound today because I was measuring 2 weeks ahead and we had some difficulty locating the heartbeat at my last weekly appointment (not because it wasn't there, but because she was in a weird position). Got a 100% confirmation of the sex as being female, she's estimated at 7 lbs at nearly week 38, and she's head down! Now we're just ( Read more... ) -
Third trimester.
Kinda forgot to post anything about the first and second trimesters. I'm in the third now (officially! 28 weeks!) and so far, it's way harder than the second. I started getting really crochety and sore about two weeks ago. I'm guessing it has to do with how much weight we're both gaining and the normal pregnancy stuff like relaxin (the hormone) and ( Read more... ) -
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I'm pregnant!
We're so excited. I took a HPT (home pregnancy test) on Friday and it was positive, and another one just now to confirm and it was also positive!
I'm a little terrified, a lot excited, and really sleepy.
The nausea is supposed to kick in next week.
Glee.
