SHE ONLY DRESSES THE PART

I. there are so many things you need to know. do you know she laughs at you? she called me saying i ran into him the other day and he asked for my phone number. do you know i never really loved you? i'm sorry for that. that was my mistake. the words fell out when i wished on things, little statues of birds, broken ( Read more... )

hey.
yeah, so i don't write much in here anymore. well, i do, but it's secret.

october:

• boys. always boys.
  
• cvs wants me to work for them. two jobs again? okay. i don't want to leave sam's, at least not before christmas.
  
• too much freedom - not going to class is killing me (more specifically my grades)
  
• looking at schools for next semester/year
  
• music ( Read more... )

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they called me saying where are you come back we've been looking for you for ages! i woke up and wiped the mascara off my cheeks and put on my sweater; i looked into the mirror and sighed and practiced a smile ( Read more... )

i left. it's nine-thirty and i left. i didn't tell anyone. i just walked outside, got in my car and left, tears forming from no particular instance.

bite my lip; take what you need from me. salmon colored raw skin on the place i love the most, where your words fall out and into my memory, long term. your sentences fall not like bricks but little pieces i can hold in my hand, rearranging and bringing them to mind when i'm alone in my bed and the darkness is unusually harsh ( Read more... )

today was simplicity and loneliness. some days i feel very small, and i curl up in my big bed and think of tiny things, of little teacups and little hearts and i feel like a mouse. most people don't like mice very much. only the special ones ( Read more... )

i woke up to this IM, not sure how to feel about it:

cautintherain08: hello gorgeous
auto response from ohNO dinosaur: meet me where the sweat descends.
cautintherain08: i'm not another one of ur stalkers, but i could be if you wanted me too ( Read more... )

my english professor told me that she appreciates the risks i take with my writing. i have to write a paper on my family. oh lord ( Read more... )

reading reading reading and all it makes me want to do is feel you