new slang.

bored and tired. listening to bright eyes right now and for some reason whenever i listen to bright eyes i instantly start thinking of the past, which ultimately leads to depression. i was reading old conversations jeff and i had three years ago and i realized that i really miss him. i was going to watch californication before i went to bed, but i ( Read more... )

for some reason i don't think i will ever completely get rid of this journal. i stumbled upon it while deleting old e-mails just now. i find myself becoming almost obsessed with what i wrote in the past, i try to remember what i was feeling at that exact moment. i look at the music i was listening to at the time, i think that is the best indicator ( Read more... )

basically i am going to fail the only class i have this quarter. why? because i am not smart and i cannot program to save my life. these are only the assignments to, i can only imagine the project, midterm and final. i have a meeting with my advisor at ten. hopefully she will give me some insight as to when i am going to graduate and what classes i ( Read more... )

i think i want to move to maine. or maybe a deserted island.

things did not work out. do they ever? and 3:10 to yuma is a really good movie. here is a little side note, i also think i am bi-polar.

i forgot i had this thing. i have been working like a madman these last couple of months. went to las vegas monday and tuesday. it was pretty cool, i lost a hundred dollars, which sucks, because i cannot really be losing money right now. now i have three days to go during my working-six-days-in-a-row schedule. i just want work tomorrow to go by ( Read more... )

waiting waiting waiting. courage, for what is soon to come.

it has been pretty cold lately with pretty much no sunshine, which i happen to love. so i hope it keeps up, nothing makes me happier than wearing pants and a hooded sweatshirt and being completely comfortable. today is my day off and tomorrow i have a big midterm in business telecommunications which is going to be impossible, but i get a cheat ( Read more... )

completely obsessed with tegan and sara.