HEY BITCH... IF YOU SEE THIS, FUCK YOU. IF EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY CHILD AGAIN I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. DON'T FOOL YOURSELF INTO THINKING I DON'T! YOU MAY BE FUCKING CRAZY BUT I SURE AS HELL WILL BE IF YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT SAYING SUCH HORRIBLE THINGS ABOUT MY CHILD OR MY FAMILY AGAIN.

... I forgot.
I forgot a lot of things.

I think I'm going to ask him to marry me.

I wonder if I actually have the balls to do it. I guess we'll see in two months.

Another thing to consider is if that is really what I want. I think it is, but I'm not 100% sure at this moment in time. I like being single. I am very young. I have many plans for the future. The thing is, I don't think he ( Read more... )

A little Recent History; AKA Background

Today seemed to be never ending. I woke up and biked into work. I then proceeded to work a very LONG, agonizing shift. We were ridiculously understaffed and incredibly busy. I was placed in children's for the duration, with sporadic calls to the register. We also had a little help from another store. They ( Read more... )

Why do so few people understand the concept of communication? The purpose is to express an idea or fact. When you "beat around the bush" it completely defeats the purpose of speaking at all. If you can't be honest, don't speak. I have never been one to enjoy white lies or dancing around a tender matter. Sure, I am far from a fan of bad news, but ( Read more... )

I've always said... and never followed my own advice... don't talk about a good thing.

JINXED

THis too shall pass BEth. Times will be hard for a while, but everything is looknig up. In the end, everything will be ok! My father has decided to stop paying child support even though my mother is still providing for both Eric and me. This ( Read more... )

!. Apartments: Over the next week or so I will be looking at an assload of appartments. I have five appointments for five seperate apartments over the next week. I'm going to be calling to set up two more after Thursday. I am ridiculously excited ( Read more... )

So I might have a girl friend. Tonight was insane. We'll see in the morning... well when we're both done being drunk if it was actually meant or not.

Job #2 opportunities:

1. Baker's
2. The Holloween Store
3. Spencer's

Beth is a wokin' girl now.
I've decided that it's time to work my ass off, move out, and spend some quality time with people I haven't been seeing as much as I should. Relationships are a no go. I will not be tricked into one ( Read more... )

I'm having a bit of a relapse. I was very happy for a while. It might have been because I was drunk or busy. I just can't stand being alone anymore. I don't have the will within me to call around and find something to do either. I'm just not used to alone time anymore. I'm used to having Rich here or returning shortly. I'm NOT upset about the ( Read more... )