so today i hung out with Chris! i fucking missed that girl and i didn't realize how much until today. i thought she might flake out or that i wasn't going to have fun but i'm sooo glad that everything worked out. lunch at mrs.knotts chicken place, then huntington beach main st., and afterwards the Block where i had an amazing (amazingly hard, that ( Read more... )

what's a nice way to say "you're a dick"?!

Lately, I've been very antsy but for the most part I've been on my best behavior. I brought the plant to Nick's parents' house. It was awful, I had no idea I would feel that bad. I got to the door and I could barely speak. My mouth opened but I had nothing to say. It was a good thing his mom was not there, she might have cried and then I might have ( Read more... )

so today at work E was acting very shady to me. i know i messed things up and i was inappropriate but that doesn't mean we should stop being friends, does it? everyone makes mistakes.  :] after work, things were much better though. E, Anna, and I went to chili's for dinner. it was yum and i had a lot of fun. i love that i can be dead honest with ( Read more... )

i say "no more"! i was going to write a long and boring entry about how mad i am but i have decided against it. i'm having a crappy day - it happens. the boy i have been obsessed with since i started is gay. well there goes that. plus i like someone i don't want to like. it's a crush, i don't want a relationship but I WANT HIM. enough said... ( Read more... )

maybe i'll get to a point in life where i'm old enough to say "2007 wasn't a very good year anyway" just like my dad said a few months ago about 1975. i'll let you all know in 33 years.

 i am so annoyed. so annoyed!  nuff said.

so time for a recap....i really can't remember much of the last few weeks but this weekend really sucked. friday, he decides to stop by since he was in the neighborhood. what a fucker... in the end, he ended up apologizing for being a horrible friend for so long. i was feeling pretty ballsy during this whole scene so i got the answers to all the ( Read more... )

youth is wasted on the young.

I AM SO FUCKING BORED RIGHT NOW!
LET'S SAY THAT ONE MORE TIME, SO FUCKING BORED!!!!!!!!!!

on an unrelated note, he blew me off tonight. however, i saw it coming as soon as i heard my text message noise at about 3 pm. didn't really bother me which is awesome.

and one more thing, i will not call him.