....is beautiful.  Too bad I've spend most of the last two days in a car or endlessly visiting family.  and now we are watching an old movie about british colonial explorers on a tropical island.  there are many brown people talking broken english and hula dancing.  xanax would be a beautiful thing right now. 

The problem with replacing sleep with diet coke is that you forget how to go to sleep.  The problem with forgetting to fall asleep is that once your paper is in and exam is over you are frozen, and your head feels like it is going to fall off and grow a fungus and all you want to do is shut off for a couple hours.  but the reboot button is stuck ( Read more... )

Every time I read my project proposal for my senior thesis on endoparasitology my spine tingles.  its like science fair only WAY better.

I'm starting to realize how much I love learning and how much I hate being an undergraduate student.  I am exhausted all of the time.  I am always behind on my reading no matter how much of it I do.  I am forced to take tests that gauge not my understanding but my ability to commit to memory minute details that true practitioners of the field look ( Read more... )

my sister just created a facebook album entitled "besties."  I've started wearing make-up again.  I desperately need a good blast of cold east bay air.  t minus 6 days and counting.
I'm going to go find a bucket to puke in now.

Exhaustion matched only by a growing feeling of entrapment.  my sister's incessant watching of MTV reality television only adds to my sense of dread.  Maybe if I disconnected the RCA cable I would feel better?

1 week, 3 midterms, 1 tule elk management plan paper, 1 twelve hour ecology field trip and many shots of espresso to go.  But first, South Park.  Because maturity is overrated.  much like poetry.

sick sick sick. 

being single is suprisingly refreshing and enjoyable.  I like not being tied down.  who knew?

Life moves so fast.  Sometimes it moves so fast that it feels like one of those airport side walks, moving foward without out actually physically moving myself.  I don't know where this semester went.  Spring break feels like it was yesterday. Somehow, school is already over.  Somehow, i am already almost a junior.  Somehow, i have a bio final on ( Read more... )