so she just ended it .. and i raelly am thinking about killing myself.. its hard not to.. shes my first love.. the first girl that really ment anything to me.. and i guess me talking to her pisses her off.. she cant trust me.. and im just like all the other guys.. i raelly think the bleech is looking mighty nice right now.. but i wont.. because i ( Read more... )

so this is my new lj... i dont really like it.. i want a new layout. it will be friends only soon.. just have to finish editin it.. if someone knows how to do layouts tell me.. because i need your help. it will be friends only when i get it how i want it. thanks bye