i'm sorry i do these things
i dont know how i got here
i don't knwo what i'm doing and it's so hard
but in short..im so sorry

oh god
i don't care this is about my eigth update today. everything today has just physically slipped off me. im floating. i am dead. someone hug me. someone touch me. but don't break this. this is too precious ( Read more... )

i went to bed last night with a heavy mind
an exciting prospect
and anger in my heart.
when i woke up you were still there.

"what kind of paradise am i looking for
i've got everything i want
and still i want more"

"you are a miracle but that is not all ( Read more... )

this song makes me sad. the first 5 seconds of this song makes me cry and smile to myself because it's one of the best melodies created.

An old man turned ninety-eight ( Read more... )

jack off jill says:
you're so above her and all that thoguh
it's not the same unless you really love the person says ( Read more... )

i havn't yelled for such i long time i expected her to shut up and take it. listen for once. but it's all the same. and finally i've committed myself to the brawl, something i tried to avoid. and i'm shaking because i had forgotten what it felt like. and my hands are jumping because my pulse is going way too fast. and i said fuck so many times and ( Read more... )

ellie's right -- its just bliss ( Read more... )

why do i fight sleep
when i love it so. why do i try so hard ( Read more... )

i've been thinking about this for a while and i'm going to try really hard to not leave someone out but i'm going to be honest --
there are the people in my life.. and they deserve tribute. (written in no particular order)

Kate simpson-langley - she knows what she is to me. i wouldn't function without this girl. she's the girl. my girl. and it's ( Read more... )