And I hate being in moods like this, where every thing gets on my nerves. I can't help it though. But just every little things bugs me. And I realize I am acting this way, and even that annoys me. Oh well.

I'm so bored. I am going out of my mind. I can't sleep. There is no where to go. I can't even go outside, unless I want to hear people screaming to some guy named Allen about father's day.

Looking back, I see that I am incapable of making even one correct decision. Everything I have chosen was wrong. This fucking sucks.

I had this dream that I was living in the city, but then decided to move to the country side. After moving there, I decided I didn't like and wanted to move back to the city. So I hopped into my Jetta (not my Jetta though, cause this one had leather seats) and drove back. When I got there, I realized I forgot to bring the windows with me. Don't ( Read more... )

I was told there are tattoo places on almost every block in Nassau. Nassau was just labeled as the safest county in the nation. Therefore, people with tattoos are nicer and cause less crime.

I had this dream last nite that I was on a plane, and since I had never been on a plane before, I was getting nervous as it was taking off. I always find it interesting, when in dreams, it is not just events that happen, but when you can actually feel emotions and senses. I could feel myself being nervous; feeling week in my legs. As the plane ( Read more... )

46 fucking times. And not a single one was what I wanted. I told that whore that she was a fucking bitch.
I should have smashed her fucking windshield in. Stupid cunts.
Fuck this shit.

I had another weird dream last nite. I was at Pathmark buying some cheese when I saw these two women. They were in their mid-twenties, nicely dressed. They were at customer service purchasing a pre-made dinner. The one girl said she had to get it home to her husband because it was important for a deadline and that she was going away on vacation ( Read more... )

Perpetual Toxins has been updated with more photography ( Read more... )

Work kind of sucked, but not really ( Read more... )

Oh yeah, forgot to mention: This morning I went into work and luckily the newspaper I did yesterday had not been printed yet. So I was able to fix the mistake I made yesterday. Luckily they moved all my papers to last to be produced.