i woke up at 3.30 this morning and had this song stuck in my head. i didn't fall back asleep until it was time to work. i was dancing while i was getting ready - and ended up showing up to work 20 minutes early??? completely nutty! what's going on ( Read more... )

3 more days, 3 more days!!!!!!!!

maybe a bright sandy beach
is gonna bring you back
maybe not so now you're off
you're gonna see america
well let me tell you something about america
pretty good year

so lots of little things are changing, not so monotonous anymore..definite expansions taking place in my mind, but sometimes i think this place is too small to contain me. i'd like to find a traveling companion ( Read more... )

can't seem to write but through other peoples words lately. my thoughts are rather monotonous, "man, my feet are aching", "ah, coffee", "where's my lighter" that kinda thing. i'm not complaining..its all very rhythmical. feels like i'm on autopilot. hmm, or am i perhaps a thermos?!

Jodie never sleeps 'cause there are always needles in the hay
she says a girl needs a gun these days
hey, on account of those rattlesnakes.
She reads simone de beauvoir
in her american circumstance
her heart's like crazy paving
upside down and back to front, she says
oh, it's so hard to love when
love was your great disappointment.

NOTE TO SELF: Do not fill void with martinis.
beer is better

My skin feels strange like there's someting underneath
And it's aching to be free
Try to think of something else
In my mind, imagination is running wild
I try to shut my eyes
Try to hide it with a lie
But I'm running out of time

Like an empty colourslide
I´m black and white inside
No brilliance here to hide away
I overdose this time
On pure adrenaline
I´m deaf, dumb and blind..

this is such an amazingly beautiful song, i think i'm trapped inside it ( Read more... )