lights will guide you home

i just want to listen to sad songs and wake up in 2012. i want my best friend to feel better and i hate myself for making everything hurt.

i wish things would've happened in a different order

been keeping everything to myself cause i know no one cares to hear about anything i have to say

i'm really digging my classes at wayne this semester. my only wish is that i had enough time to fully devote myself to school.

put my two weeks in. i feel so happy for what is to come. 2011 has been the worst year ever and i finally decided the only way to be happy was to make changes towards that.

in good news, we went on a spontaneous trip yesterday to the short shorts no sleeves party then to our other friend's camp sit an hour away from there. it was fun. everyone was drunk/high but me, but i did get to swing on a rope into a lake ( Read more... )

sometimes we're just on different planets. m is going on tour for two weeks in a few days. tonight and tomorrow are the last days i get to see him before he leaves on thursday and he was just pissed at me no matter what i did tonight so i just want to pack up my things and go for a drive and i can't even fucking do that because my car is in a ( Read more... )

i think i've had a really unlucky streak lately. i've come to the conclusion that i consistently make things more difficult for myself. i think i have succeeded in the act of removing myself mentally from work, which is actually a good thing ( Read more... )

what kind of person do i want to be and what kind of person am i?