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I'm learning a lot about myself, and none of it is good.
My mood is very easily influenced, especially by key people.
I fixate on things.
I am terribly, deeply insecure. I am the worst kind of perfectionist. The lazy one. My laziness stems from a lack of confidence in myself so fundamental that I set myself up for failure to give myself something else to blame my failure on (procrastination, something ( Read more... ) -
Am madsad.
I can't sleep because of this nausea I feel at the top of my stomach. I feel a hole in my chest where my heart is supposed to be and a lump in my throat. I feel like my insides are rotting ( Read more... ) -
Hello.
It's been so long. I want someone to talk to, just to talk. Maybe to talk and reassure me that I'm not crazy, that I'm not actually asking for too much from others. I want so desperately for people to find this "by accident" and know how I really feel, but I'm afraid of the consequences. Even if I straight up told him that I felt underappreciated, ( Read more... ) -
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I got a rather.. awkward picture message at 4am last night from a number not in my address book. It's in my city though ( Read more... ) -
SMARTPHONES @_@
Lots of questions:
Do you own a smartphone? Which one? Why do you like it? What carrier are you on?
real QWERTY or Virtual keyboard?
Should I get a Touch Pro2 and put Android on it, or should I get a mytouch 3g slide?
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I am a happy baby.
I love my life. Sure, I wish a few things were different, but all in all, I am so lucky and so happy to be exactly where I am.
I had a pretty great weekend, which included seeing people I haven't seen in years, going to the siren festival, and keeping people waiting for 2+ hours :(
Sunday was spent mostly lounging and playing pokemon - word, I'm ( Read more... ) -
I'm totally connected y0.
Whatup. Posting from my blackberry. I feel like a dork though, cuz I'm at work sitting in front of a computer. I get paranoid though, so I'd rather not do things that aren't work on there ( Read more... ) -
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Hello. Who still exists? -
Mathemeticians Figure Out what makes Women Beautiful (possibly NSFW)
After studying the movements of women for years, finally we get scientific confirmation of what we're seeing: Researchers at Cambridge University in the U.K. have figured out exactly what makes a perfect swivel-hipped walk with "a more angular swaying and bounce to the hips."
Lultastic. I'm at .75. What's your Waist-Hip-Ratio?
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Life is so good.
I didn't do much this weekend: I helped mom fix the house up and hung up tons of artwork around our living room, helped my aunt buy a new computer to replace her broken one, talked to Sam only a little. Most importantly, though, I had a really good sunday with my mom, woke up early every day, and was relaxed. Today, I woke up early, got ready on my ( Read more... )