so im lying in bed, trying to go to sleep, when all of a sudden i think of josh.

yeah.

so now its 115 in the morning and im googling my boyfriend from freshman year of high school. im cool. i think im going to go call al and tell him i love him. just in case he forgot.

so. it would appear that over the course of the last two or three months, i have gained almost 25 pounds. now, while some people carry extra weight well, i do not. i no longer fit into the majority of my clothes, and those that still button/zip/cover my lovehandles are so tight that i am ashamed to go out in public ( Read more... )

i havent been able to sleep the last few nights, and its really starting to get to me. all i seem to be able to do is lay in bed and think about all the ways the creepy old guys at work harass me. so now its three am the night before my industrial safety final, and i am updating my livejournal and eating a chocolate chip cookie. this sucks ( Read more... )

( i should be sleeping... )

on sunday, i got flooded out of my house.

on monday, i got sick.

on tuesday, i went back to my apartment that alternately smells of moldy carpet and rotten milk, becuase they cut the power while they were pumping the basement.

and today, i discovered that my boyfriend isnt really that attracted to me.

neat.

i have the internet back!

today is not my day.

i guess al told his mom today that we've been talking about getting married next year or the year after...(apparently he's reconsidering his three year anniversary time frame for proposing)....but anyway, i guess she got all excited and told him she couldnt wait to have me as her daughter in law and how happy she'd be if we got married. its great ( Read more... )

who knew it would take a drunken walk across town, seeing andrew, and cutting my leg open on a nail at killkennys to cement al's and my relationship for good.

for everything i complain about, im going to marry that man.

i came to a disturbing realization last night: i dont have friends anymore. like, i have friends, but i dont feel like im as close to them as i used to be. example: last night i went to visit bemis at the liquor store, and she said she'd call me when she got home and maybe we could hang out. only phone call i got last night was from my dad ( Read more... )