Oh, I am sick. Sickness comes upon me and I ridicule it. I hate being sick. Being sick makes me feel really weak, and unable. I like feeling able, I enjoy being able to do things, not feeling as if I need a rest. Hmm. I have made a lot of decisions within myself the past couple of days. I miss the feeling of being free....not tied down and just ( Read more... )

I am slowly growing less and less fonder of you by the day, live journal. Life is a struggle sometimes, one to where I am looking for myself among ashes. Once I am found, I will emerge as a figure of power and strength, with the ability to overcome and mature. As for now, I am lost within the ashes because they are around me, making a shell ( Read more... )

People really piss me off sometimes. Something I realized yesterday: If I died today, Id consider my life a failure. Id like to change that.

Mace, Im sorry we didnt hang out. I feel bad about it.

I forgot. A Mexican kid today wore shorts much too big for him at work. I imagine I saw his butt like 50 times. What is funnier is that sometimes he would lose his shorts all the way to his ankles. So, I saw a naked Mexican kid on my pool deck.

Cassie and I made Blizzard Run 2. It was awesome. Now, I am sad. Its that kind of night I guess.

Cassie and I just had a sweet adevnture. First, we went and got Blizzards at DQ. Then, we went crusing around Wabash at a "Top Speed of 8 MPH". Then, we visited Kaylynn, because her house is in town but out of it. Then, we went to Walgreens and had fun. Cassie you are cool.

I like football season, its fun to watch. I am the student director for the play. I havent told anyone that, but I talked to Grigsby about it Friday on the sidelines while we were getting beat. Decent weekend. Nothing exciting happened. I just woke up from a nap, I probably took like 8 naps this weekend. I need to go join the Blizzard fan club. ( Read more... )

I ate alot on the way home tonight. Pretty soon I have to finish up that Spanish, but eh. I felt like updating, but dont have alot to say. We missed like five million chances to score tonight but we won anyway. Women drive me nuts sometimes, but you gotta love em. Feelin lazy and feelin some Clash.

I find myself in this position alot. Its late, I have school tomorrow, but I cant put my mind to rest. I am tired, ready for sleep, but I just cant. I tired reading Che, watching ESPN, and playing with the dog. I fear I have insomnia, but I could sleep, I just wont let myself until I feel okay, so tomorrow I know the day wont seem as long as it ( Read more... )

and i suddenly feel like my heart got ripped out.....for no reason.

i hate feeling lonely